what am I doing
I just watched the same music video like fifty times
what do I want
what is important
how do I go about trying to feel like a person
do I care about anything
what should I be doing with my time

pdiddy sounds like a fulfilled and self-assured person who would know the answers to these questions if he asked them of himself

"I'm hungry!!! Tryin to get some french toast!! Scram eggs wit cheese! Hungry!!!"

"You know you could be doin more!!! Are you giving 110 percent!! No your not!!! Let's go people! Let's be GREAT!!! Go hard or go HOME!!!!"

- pdiddy's twitter

what I did today on facebook

- wrote on a friend's wall (real friend, not just facebook friend... or so I'd like to think)
- commented on statuses about michael jackson
- ignored a status telling me to drag myself away from statuses about michael jackson to think about iran for a second
- changed my profile picture
- regretted it
- mafia wars!!!

what I did today/recently on facebook

- added Carnivale to favorite TV shows
- changed my network
- stalked people on my new network
- accidentally stalked a person on my old network who I thought was on my new network
- mafia wars

"You can't stop my go!!!! I've been born to be who I am!!!
2:56 AM Jun 20th from TweetGenius "
- pdiddy's twitter

How to Feel Better When It's Sort of Late and You Can't Sleep Because of How You Feel: A Guide

1. Put on some music. (Must be cheerful enough to have a positive effect on you, but not so cheerful as to make you feel alienated from the rest of the world.)

2. Get off the internet. (You will be tempted to watch Gossip Girl or something that you can escape into, but watching it will only depress you when you realize that you just don't enjoy it like usually do because you just don't give a shit.)

3. Clean your room. (Throw out the garbage on the floor. Put clothes in the hamper. Hide everything else in the closet.)

4. Alphabetize your books.

5. Make a list.

6. Do laundry. (optional)

7. Blog about it.

8. Feel depressed that you are on the internet again.

9. Know you should just try to sleep but instead look at Tao Lin's blog.

10. Try not to think about it. Click on a link about an "internet mammal."

the grossest things
- sextuplets
- leprosy
- poop
- new orleans area (bottom of louisiana, where it meets the gulf of mexico) on google maps (satellite view)
- glamorama cover (hardcover)
- chain reaction of vomiting

what i did today
- walked across the brooklyn bridge
- watched vernon, florida (ie went on the internet while vernon, florida played in the background at least four times)

things i ate today
- vanilla yogurt with plain special k cereal
- poppy seed bagel with butter
- falafel
- dumplings

One day I want to start an alternative newspaper/thing about shit nobody cares about.

question of the day: how come I suck so bad?

"The sun don't shine forever but as long as we here then we might as well shine together!!!! Let us shine people! SHINE!!!"
- pdiddy's twitter

what I did today on facebook

- mafia wars